It has disappeared
before it came back
gave value to the bad times
enjoying a walk through a field of armed mines
Wounds need to reopen to heal properly
hiding underneath your skin
they’ll never disappear
wonder with your mind, see and hear
‘Field of mines’ is a piece about not ignoring the bad times and going through them in order to get better. Building up emotions inside can result in them bottling up and exploding at some point.
Let me down slowly
else I’ll let go forever
and forget you
you wouldn’t want that
my mind yours even if it goes mad
I’ll enjoy missing you
as much as I’ll loathe it
the hole you’ll leave behind
cannot be occupied
until shovel in the ground is applied
‘Shovel’ is a poem about resentment toward an ex.
It’s so easy not to fight for someone
Expecting or rather hoping they’d just do it
‘Fight?’ is a piece about being passive in a relationship and hoping, or rather expecting that the other person will do all the work.
A storm is on its way
and I’m out here waiting
will you lift me up or let me down
will you choose me or make me frown
‘Safety’ is an abstract piece about putting yourself out there for the other person and hoping they appreciate it and replicate the gesture.
Show it, don’t tell it
I’m only listening
‘Sonar’ is about not seeing your partners hints before it’s too late.
Our colors are the same
but still we’re split in the middle
One side is full, the other feels little
‘Split’ is a somewhat abstract piece about mirroring oneself in your partner whilst sacrificing yourself wholly. Going all in while the other person lingers.
‘Indifferences’ is a somewhat abstract piece about appreciating the little things.
We’re on this dance floor together
But It hurts so much
That I’ll never get to feel your touch
‘Dance floor’ is about longing for a specific person.
A part of me is for you
through conscious pain
given the choice to
‘Giving’ is centered around having a hard time letting go in a toxic environment.